I PASSED! (of course 8D)
My marks were a little bit worse than in the pre-exams but I made it.
86,5 points from 100, so it is a "B" or a 2 as wie say here in Germany. Well for my bad condition on the exams days, it is a good result.
So I'll get my certificate on July 12th, after that day I've holidays 'til september 6th.
And then, the really important year starts.
But I'll make it! >_< fighting!