Donnerstag, 30. Juni 2011

Some old art

I've found some old drawings on my PC
















Really.
When I look at them today, I just think: OMG! This is the way I've drawn?!
My signature was "seere" as "Seele", german and means soul. And also was the organisation in Neon Genesis Evangelion xD
Damn. That's so long ago XD At this time I was really into anime and manga (I actually was a kind of manga freak from 2000-2006 after I broke up with my ex I more concentrated on japanese music.)

Today I am not much into manga. That's because they are too expensive.
About 10$ for one little manga? Thats about 900Yen for just one!!!
When I started with manga, one manga cost for about 6-7$ or 650Yen.
I am just waiting for NANA to be published. The other ones are bought by a friend, so I lend them



Aaaah~
I still can't sleep.
I will probably stay up tonight, it's already 4:30 am...
I need a proper sleeping rythm

blah blah randomness in german

Die letzten Tage habe ich so sehr gegammelt, irgendwie tut das nicht gut!
Man wird immer fauler und fauler ;___;

Aber ja, auch wenn man denkt, ich habe ein schönes, sorgenloses Leben...nix da!

Momentan ärgern mich wieder tausend Sachen!
Wie zum Beispiel:

1. Bafög. Die schicken mir andauernd Dinge zurück, die ich angeblich noch ausfüllen muss. Bafögamt Unna war einfach besser, die waren nicht so pingelig auf den Nachteil ihrer Kunden/Antragsteller bedacht! Ich freu mich schon auf Bafögamt Altena -__- die nerven mich mit ihrem Kleinkram noch bevor ich überhaupt einen Cent von denen Bafög erhalten habe. Das tolle ist, ich hab den Bafögantrag im MAI abgeschickt, da ich dringend Geld brauche im August! Ich habe denen explizit erklärt, dass ich dringend meine Miete bezahlen muss und deshalb nicht auf eine Bafögunterbrechung hinaus will.
Toll.
Es wird drauf hinauslaufen. Danke Beamte. Danke.
Und das nur, weil die ne Schulbescheinigung wollen, die ich erst im September einreichen kann!! Schweine =_=

2. Halbwaisenrente. Es ist leider doch so viel geworden, dass es knapp über die Grenze des zulässigen Betrags von 125€ im Monat geht und somit macht das bafögamt wieder Ärger und will mir die gesammte Summe kürzen und meine Nachzahlung von über 300€ einbehalten. Diese korrupten hfouhfiwfpwsö. Das werde ich noch klären.

und jetzt mein größtes Ärgernis:
VODAFONE!!!!!!!!
Ich habe einen Vertrag für 30 Euro letztes jahr im September abgeschlossen. Das Surf Sofort paket.
Nachdem ich mich, wie in den briefen beschrieben, im Internet angemeldet hatte, bekam ich einen Internetrabbat von 10 Euro.
Hatte mich damals gewundert, was das sollte. Hab nachgefragt und die meinten, das solle ich nutzen.
Dann kamen öminöse Mahnungen ins Haus.
Mein Internetkonto war immer beglichen. Woher kam das geld auf der mahnung, wenn Vodafone doch automatisch das Geld von meinem Konto abzieht?
Erst habe ich die Mahnungen bezahlt, doch dann wollten sie anstatt 10, 20 euro und dann 30. Das habe ich nciht eingesehen.
Also bin ich in den Shop gegangen aber die meinten, die haben damit nichts zu tun (wie bitte?!) und ich solle den Kundenservice wenden per Mail.
Ich habe also gefühlte 100000 Mails geschrieben aber ständig kam, dass alles in ordnung sei mit meinem Konto.
Dann der Schock.
48€ nachzahlen sonst Inkasso und Schufa. Meine Mobile Karte sei gesperrt (ich hab gar keine ôo)
Mein Konto war ausgeglichen!? Woher kommt das geld?!
Ich rufe also bei Vodafone an und warte mal eben 40 Minuten. Die Frau sagt mir, es sei alles in ordnung. Aber ich solle bei der Mobilfunk Kundenhotline anrufen.
Ich so: ô____o
OK. Nochmal 15 Minuten gewartet.
Und jetzt kommt der Hammer:
Ich hätte ab Januar jeden Monat 10 Euro für den Internetstick bezahlen sollen!!! Davon hat mir neimand was gesagt und auf meinem Vertrag steht auch, dass der Stick grundgebührfrei ist!!!!
Ich solle sofort 66 Euro nachbezahlen und es sei Pech, dass ich nicht richtig informiert worden bin. Und ich durfte auch keinen Vorgesetzten sprechen.
Sind die behindert?
Ich habe also eine ratenzahlung beantragt, da ich mir 66 Euro nicht aus den Rippen schneiden kann.
Und JETZT KOMMT DER HAMMER!
Ich habe gestern Post bekommen von Vodafone, dass ich eine ratenbearbeitungsgebühr von 15 Euro zusätzlich zu den 66 euro draufzahlen muss!!! HALLO??? Und nochmal 2 Euro pro Überweisung extra.
Das ist nicht nur verarsche sondern betrug.
Davon hat mir NIEMAND was gesagt am Telefon.
Da der Stick Grundgebührfrei ist, werde ich nichts dergleichen bezahlen.
Ich werde mich jetzt hartnäckiger wehren. Verarsche. Und mit Inkasso brauchen die nicht zu kommen und mit schufa auch nicht, nicht, wenn ich in kontakt mit denen stehe und das versuche zu regeln.
Denn das ist wirklich verarsche.
Meine Mahnungen kamen auch immer auf eine andre Kundennummer als ich normalerweise habe. Und ich verstehe nicht, wieso ich nicht eine einzige Kundennummer haben kann.
Es sind keine Rechnungen über die 10 Euro eingetroffen, ich sehe nicht ein einfach Mahnungen zu bezahlen mit MAHNGEBÜHREN, wenn nciht mal neRechnung kam!
Alles widerliche Schweine!

KAUFT NIEMALS ETWAS BEI VODAFONE!!!!!!!!
NIEMALS!
Das sind alles Betrüger und Verbrecher!!!!
Diesmal bin ich wirklich soweit und ich denke, ich werde mir nen Anwalt nehmen, wenn das bis nächste Woche nicht geklärt werden kann.

Jetzt muss ich mich morgen um Bafög kümmern, zum Vermieter latschen und dann noch Übergangsgeld beantragen für August, weils Bafög auch nicht hinbekommen hat mal zuverlässig zu arbeiten obwohl ich den Antrag früh genug mit allem abgeschickt hatte.
Bürokratie ist einfach scheiße.

Naja >_>
Soweit, so gut!

Montag, 27. Juni 2011

Final exams

Dadaaaamm!

I PASSED! (of course 8D)

My marks were a little bit worse than in the pre-exams but I made it.
86,5 points from 100, so it is a "B" or a 2 as wie say here in Germany. Well for my bad condition on the exams days, it is a good result.

So I'll get my certificate on July 12th, after that day I've holidays 'til september 6th.
And then, the really important year starts.
;__;
But I'll make it! >_< fighting!

Samstag, 25. Juni 2011

kirakira thing and randomness

Hello!

Because i've holidays, nothing really happens atm.
Good for me, bad for the blog xD

So today I'm going to talk about Dorama.
I've watched quiet a lot until today, well for people who doesn't have so much time at least.
Atashinchi no danshi
Aishiteru
SMILE
Bloody Monday (very good)
Mister Brain (very good)
Love Shuffle (this is really good to learn japanese sayings etc.!!!!)
Kami no Shizuku
Coffee Prince
Snow Queen
Buzzer Beat
Koishite Akuma (That one really sucked)
Toyko Dogs (very good)
Orthros no inu
Last friends
my boss my hero
hana kimi
Nobuta wo produce (very good)
Devil beside you
Zettai kareshi (very good)
GiraGira
Kurosagi
One pund gospel
Tatta hitotsu no koi (very good)
Brown sugar macciato
Koizora
Nadeshiko shichi henge (not as good as the manga)
You're beautiful (one of my favourite)
hana yori dango (that sucked)
Personal taste (very very good)
Playful kiss
Secret garden (a must)
Mary stayed out all night (a must)
Kimi wa pet
City Hunter (very good)
Rebound (very funny)
My girlfriend isa gumiho
New tales of Giseang
Nodame cantabile (hillarious)
Samurai highschool (very good)
And somemore but I can't remember atm xD

Well, most of them were really great.
Japanese ones are more comedy style while korean drama series are a little bit more serious and good at the same time. Japanese serious dorama aren't that good. I've watched SMILE and Aishiteru, those were good. But japanese dorama are the best, when they are funny.
Indeed, when korean drama are really good, they hit you.
At first I didn't want to watch korean drama, because the language sounded so strange. But I got used to it and I really enjoy the differences between japanese and korean drama.
Korean and japanese are SO different.
The bevahiour is so different, I really enjoy the korean ones in doramas 8I know, the reality is different) because japanese behaviour is sometime really "annoying" when they just don't say what they want to, when it takes hours to say something etc. It's also not as open minded as the korean ones. (and korean can swear better xD)

I can't say what my favourite dorama is, but the one I've watched more than once is "Tatta hitotsu no koi".
I really love those kind of romeo and juliet romance ;////////;
Because it doen't exsist in real world xD


Because I really was into that dorama, a friend bought me one of those things!
It was soooo sweet XD

I hope it will never break ;__; <3
it's so cute!

ATM, I'm watching City Hunter, Rebound and My girlfrind is a gumiho.
Those are really good dramas! And very different from each other!
I'm really enjoying Rebound, because of the Zettai Kareshi cast! They are finally together again!

So if you don't know, what you could watch, just try some of those above, they are all good ♥

Donnerstag, 23. Juni 2011

Magazine Talk #2

Hellooooooooooooooooo!


Today, I want to talk about a magazine I've found on livejournal!

It's called 3D Nailart sekai!
You've to know, that I really adore nail art, I love pretty nails! (but I don't have the money to buy everything for myself haha)

So I want to show you some really great nails!
These are real art!

So much details! Awesome!

really amazing ;///;


I really love this one. Of course you can't wear them but it's art!



it's hard to even notice, that these are nails!


I want them ;_;



You can go to jmagazinescans on livejournal, to download the whole magazine.
In there are much detailed ways how to make your own nails etc. (many not so difficult designs as it is shown here)

aaaah~ I want to do my nails, NOW!
But I have to go to bed x_x
So, good night! ♥

My new hair colour



Yes.
I did it.

My hair is dark brown now.
Sayounara blond! (I miss it ;_________;)

BUT my hair was so damaged after 5 years of dying them blond, they just need a break.
I want longer hair and that doesn't work with blond hair.
So minimum of 2 years brown.
After that, they will definetely become blond again xD Because blond is a friendly colour, it really makes your appearance to become more friendly.

Those 5 years were definetely the greatest T^T My hair got tortured so hard, when I think about my visual kei era xD red, blue, pink, black, violet with blond x__x thank you hair for not leaving my head!

Dienstag, 21. Juni 2011

Some news

TATATATAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!


I am a geniurs.
I bought a new display and repaired the PSP myself.
20€ instead of Sony's repair fee for about 100€.
BUT.
I sweat blood, really. It was so hard to get the screws out of the PSP, my hand hurts so bad now ;___;
I also have a bruise on my hand T_T
But it's okay. I have my lovely PSP back!
Even if the brightness isn't so good as the original Sony display...

Second news?
I DYED MY HAIR BROWN!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Montag, 20. Juni 2011

monday


Hello!

So it's monday again, but i am enjoying my holidays, yaaay ♥ (more or less)
It's not good to sleep so long >< a bad habbit.
I am a night person haha.

I am still waiting for my PSP Display to arrive and I have ordered Okami for ps2. I always thought, that Okami was Wii only, so I was mistaken and I really need to play that game!
I also decided to buy a used Nintendo DS Lite, because I also figured out, that so many old Nintendo classic games had a revive on that gaming platform! Damn. I am really bad informed. So I need a Nintendo DS.
I think to play a good game is actually better than reading a book, because you are the protagonist and not just a witness of some story.
But because there are so many good games and so little time to play them, I really have to catch up!

Less nerd talking.
I bought something cute.

Those little boxes are so cute!
Atm my purikura are in them and some jewelry.

I will watch some new City Hunter episodes now,
so, bye bye (´___`)/))

Sonntag, 19. Juni 2011

about Tattoos

Hello :D
no sleep, bad light, bad face.
I love tattoos.
But I don't like people who have so much money to get huge parts of their body painted 8D Because I want, too. I am an envy person. 8D
I'd really like to get my both arms and my back painted. I really love those kind of arts.
BUT I am sure I won't get any huge tattoo on my body, because I don't know where I will work or live in the future and even if nearly every young person in germany has a tattoo, it is difficult with the adulds and the jobs.
It's totally stupid, as if tattoos are showing that the person has a bad behaviour or what ever.

My plan was, to add a little tattoo every year. So a little symbol of every year, something which reminds me of the year.
But. Tattoos are so expensive :( and I haven't got a new tattoo for 2 years now. So far about my plan haha.

This was the first one I got. I really love it because it shows how important music is for me.

This tattoo is also very important, because it's some kind of "friendship" tattoo but because it shows a northern star, it is something about a sign that where ever you are or what ever you have done, here you can find a home.
I will definetely add 2 tattoos for last years and this year.
I am thinking about, what was special for me last year, but I can't really remember of anything else than Daisuke's death, which was really a shock for me.
And this year I will add a tattoo about my father's death. I am not quiet sure but I think I really want to this "every year a tattoo to remember things" plan.

Freitag, 17. Juni 2011

about Manga

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ♪

MAKE A STUPID FACE! 8D
Today I am going to talk about Manga.
Oooooh yes!
I love Manga.
Since I was in Elementary school I've read them. First Sailor Moon, then Dragon Ball. This is about 15 years ago.
In Middle School I've begun to draw Manga.
And even if I don't draw like a professional, everytime when I have a pencil in my hand, I begin to scribble some random things automaticaly. It's a really bad habbit, because every paper I touch is going to be a scribble-mess.
Everyone was talking about me becoming a professional. But that is the stupiest thing I've ever heard. Because my style is like a newbee's. Really. I can't draw movements and no one seems to know what kind of hard job a Mangaka has. There is really no way I could ever become a Mangaka.
I hate german Manga, because you can see that those "Mangaka" leck of everything important.

anyway. I'll post some random scribbles I made at school xD
Because I want to remember them in 10 years~














You see, school is a very broing place.